- Mood: Happy ^^ !
- Music: Lover Boy - Love Story 2050
- Randomness: Yay! =D
Alright! So, a new year (school year) will start in less than a month, and I've got HUGE plans! I've decided that enough of whatever's happening! I can't stand living my life like this! This is not the life I want for myself and I'm FINALLY gonna do something about it. The thing with me is, I can talk the talk, but can't walk the walk. This time I, Insh-Allah, WILL "walk the walk" ! So, I'm completely re-designing my life! EVERYTHING'S gonna change (for the better), Insh-Allah! Well most things anyway. I don't expect things to be perfect, but definitely better than this. What I'm living right now isn't even a life! So I plan to do something about it. Anyway, that'll come soon (VERY soon). For now, lets talk blog.
Since this blog of mine is a huge part of my life, (you could even say its my life 'in words'), and since I'm re-designing my life, I'm thinking I'll start with my blog. Yes, I've re-designed my blog more than once before. But this time, I'm re-designing the content too. The first thing I REALLYY wanna change is the INTRO (the paragraphs written below the title of my blog "Tia's Journal" ). From now on, I want things to be more ..POSITIVE. I know for a fact that everything won't be perfect all the time, and there will be times I'll feel really bad, and I'll definitely post that on here too. But, its just that, my life's ALWAYS been so ...NEGATIVE..? And one of the biggest causes is, obviously, me! I (like many others) have been through some tough times. But what made those times even tougher were my thoughts of low-ness and self-pitty and ...my negative thoughts in general! So enough of that! I - WILL NOT - FEEL LOW - ANY LONGER! Enough! K? Enough of my self-pitty-ness. I spend so much of my energy on feeling sorry for myself that I have no energy left on improving some of the few very important things that NEED improving!
There's something I've learned ...from all this:
Life can be a drag! Many can't take living this so-assumed "gift" given to us by the all powerful creator, and so take the easy (and selfish) way out - suicide. Or, some (like the current me), just...live it. Live it like the dragged curse it can be. But I plan on living this life, not as a "curse", but as a "gift". There are hard times, and there are happy times. Everyone has them. We all gotta live them. So why not just live them to the best we can? Make them positive and hope we get something got out of it all. Either we survive through those hard times, with negativity and self pitty (which, I've also learned, takes away SO MUCH ENERGY). OR we survive through those hard times, with a smile on our faces...or at least try to (saving the huge amount of energy ..which can later be put to good use while having fun!). Anyway, that's the lesson I've learned. Insh-Allah I can take this lesson and use it to my benefits.
So, RECAP!; Blog design will be changing, and so will its contents! Check back for more updates, on my blog & my life =) . Thank you my lovely dedicated readers/visitors, my fellow bloggers, friends, and of course, my beloved journal 
(you have a special place in my heart that only you can fill!). Mwahz to all!
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