- Mood: FINE! =)
- Music: Hello - Speed
- Randomness: Mera Jhumka Uttha ke laiya yaar ve, jo geera tha bareli ke bazaar mein, etc etc (finish the song if you know it ..for all you desii people =D )
Hello EVERYONE!!
Wow! It's been a million years since I actually posted something!! I've been so neglectful to my dear dear journal, and my readers. I know I know, I've promised you guys a ga-zillion times that I would write more often. But honestly, school can be such a drag! Its been completely taking over my life. Life has no meaning anymore! Its always school school school. And its not like I've been studying like crazy and getting a great mark. So I feel like all my work is just going to waste. But then again, although I feel like I work really hard, recently I've been feeling that I don't work hard at all. I feel like I'm just so... limited. I feel like I'm so weak. I see people working like crazy, having the patience to work to their limits. And then I see me, and I feel as though I can't even compete with these other people.
Ugh! When will all this be over?! What does it take to just be happy for a little while?! I wish I could just forget EVERYTHING for just a little while! Forget everything & not have to worry about ANYTHING!! I honestly don't see a future for myself. My present AND my future seem to be hidden behind the darkness. Right now, I see myself locked up in a tall dark castle up on an isolated mountain far far away, surrounded by dark storm-clouds and lighting...and never to be freed again! (Dramatic Storytelling! Yay!). So anyway, that's today's tour of my mind. ANYWAYZZ!! ...Enough said. Now I've gotta go. Take care all!! And I know I've said this a million times, but forgive me for neglecting all of you. I LOVE U ALL <3 <3 !! Take care and will write more later
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